Bipolar Disorder

Yep, I can vouch that I am sooo suffering from it.

Bitch-mode beware.

Weisheng’s 400D

Damn the asshole, he’s just got a Canon D. Rebel XTi fully loaded for SGD1900. Installment, $180 a month.

He started photography “recently”.

F*ck why is everyone getting all the goods now? Breathe Su breathe… your F810 can whup their asses anytime, baby.

Yes, I can.

Random 1am Rant

Clamber, originally uploaded by Miss Aniela.

I haven’t been studying

I haven’t been putting in enough effort for the past, frick it let’s be honest here, for the past one and the half year. I have diluted my academic skill so much that I cannot stay put concentrating on the textbook for a mere 30 minutes without cringing, and I cannot help thinking of what I want to do for the next hour while I’m supposed to be studying for the whole day anyway.

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I am in love with photography.

I’m glad I have a new hobby now. Something to take my minds off the stressful classes and the demanding job.

A well-framed picture can draw a smile on my face for up to days. That’s the kind of pride I get with my photos. Thank god at least I have a Fuji F810 to achieve that. Welcome back to pappy, boy.

I will try to spend some time during the holidays bugging Raoul and Rangga to teach me photoshop. I’ve got a pirated CS2 installed mint on my lappie, just need a good mentor to teach me how. Picasa has been a good tool, but I’m “bigger than my body”, so says J.Mayer.

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I think I’m beginning to appreciate what Kai was saying last summer about how he needed to feel appreciated on daily basis. At first I thought that he’s just being a wuss about things, but hey, now I know that he’s just as human as I am.

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I have been feeling choked for the past few weeks. Something similar to the time when I was still in Sec 2 and I have just been promoted to Treasurer of the student council. What with captain duty, school work (I dropped from 1st in standard to 50+ish). At that time I really wanted to quit and just focus on my studies. A great mentor/teacher of mine persuaded me otherwise and I did not regret that. So every time I feel choked now, I remind myself of that event 4 years ago, and I know that I am going to be fine. You’re not going to quit on yourself, boy.