Coldplay foreplay

Coldplay’s songs are just saddening and makes me feel suicidal most of the time. Is this a general trend or is it just me?

I downloaded a .torrent full of “Best of Coldplay”, and for the past 3 hours I have been getting back-to-back-to-back attack of sad song after another. I can, of course, switch over to Stacie Orrico, but I am too sad to do the clicking now. Damn you, The Scientist!

What overwhelming?

“I don’t know how I do it, but when it comes to crunch time, I know that I will be fine.”

I said that yesterday night on my way home from work. Know what, that’s a lie. A friggin’ lie. Denial, blasphemy, big fat lie. I am so messed up inside that my brain is playing games with myself. Haiz.

I’ve got 2 days to finish reviewing my chapters and polish up the dreaded essay for a final submission. But even at this point I cannot even muster the courage to start revising that paper. Its killing my spirit and crushing my soul with every other comment written by the Prof. What a mean lil’ man.

That SOB of a professor better give me a satisfying grade this time round.

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Mental note:

• Kai coming next week.
• WUP’s leaving with his fam next week.
• I finish exams next week.
• I have to come up with a Winter 07 resolution, and all I feel inside is emptiness.
• I start working on something real next week.
• I have no life this month.
• Raoul wanna go on a man-date after I’m done with exams.
• I better nail that license test by this holiday.
• Caltech due come January, Fuckface, so start working on it.
• Check on TOEFL result sometime soon.
• Take more photos? See, photography seems like the only thing that breathes life into me these days.

Water, Over and Out!

They cut off our water supply because poor neighbor next door has just flooded his basement rooms. Water will be up again this noon.

Poor us cannot brush teeth, cannot shower (since yesterday night, hehe), cannot crap or pee because my reflex action prompted myself to flush that last bit of water down the drain.

Good thing we have infinite supply of mineral water. Thank you, Costco. Water piping bastards!